The Wall

Yet again me and sandra are fighting but this time I know im not wrong. Cause its about drugs she wants to use and I dont want to deal with it. I know if she dose it she will do things I dont think she should be doing and who knows what people will do to her. Though sandra just wont listen to me. I tould her no to go. But she is still going and shit and its for her friend liz too so she most likely to do stuff. I feel like the bad guy but I just want to help her.

Its really hard cause I cant stand her but I cant live with out her I really at the end of my rope and I dont know what to do I really need help. I'd call carol but shes to busy with finals and I dont want to bug her and I'd talk to jen but I think some one she knew died so I need to try help her therw that so I'm not going to bring it up to her. I tryed texting jess Ambers cuz but I havent herd anything from her making me think that maybe she is Amber or somthing.

I realy feel like I have hit a wall in my life with sandra I dont know what to do. I have been getting wicked head acks from all this. I just dont need this all now. I want it to all go away... I just dont see the light at the end of this tunal. Things are bad I know there are people with much worss problems then what I have but I dont think that makes them that less important and not serus. If anyone knows what I can do plz e-mail me at sam16blake@live.com any help with be helpful.

- Mike