Back To School

So over the summer I took my GED since like I have stated before the IEP diploma is good for nothing. Well I failed the GED just the math and writing skills part. So witch means I have to take it again but I need help with my math and writing skills. The only option was to go back to BOCES somthing I was not too said about. After alot of waiting Iam in the GED prep program at BOCES and well I have mixed feelings about it. I love that I’m back in BOCES and get to see Jen and a few other People that I use to see there. Now there was another thing that I thought would be fun about going back to BOCES witch was Sandra moved to Cato so witch means she is closer now to me. We talked alot before she moved and every thing she wanted to get back to gether (if you have read this blog before you might know what happens next) well one day she had the idea that I should talk to her before before class well her bus gets there too late and so I said I would just meat her after her class and walk her to her bus. I went to Coz at the end of the day and she came out and I said “HI” and she said “hi” too but it was vary cold and tryed to talk to her but she just kind of acted like she didn’t know me, so ya I got pissed but it passed and a day latter I wrote her a note, I was going to give to her on my way out I didn’t see her so I texted her to tell her I had a note for her and that I would give it to her tomorrow. Thats when she said oh well my bf wont like that so just tell me what it say’s. Thats ware I got pissed but I didnt blow up like normal I kind of knew that was going to happen. So I said you know Im pissed right, and she said why are you mad? I was mad because she tould me all the shit about getting back to gether that’s why I was mad. But I didn’t tell her that so I just said bye and I have not talked to her since. Thats about ware Iam now Im now Im hoping to get out of GED Prep by November.

-Mike

New Screen

Well its forth of July again and im going back up to Fairhaven to go see the fireworks. I did a entry about this last year if you want to look for that.  The other day is what this is really about. Well I have to go back a day earlier to Wednesday. I woke up and what happened well did what I normally do when I wake up I turned on my computer and went to the bathroom. When I came back my screen was black the light on the screen though said that it was on though, so  I restarted the same thing happened. I plugged the screen in to my laptop to see if it was just the computer and it still was not working. I knew then that my screen was dead so what did I do… I use the money that was going to go to the windows 7 upgrade towards a new screen. I wanted one now so ware did I go I went to walmart. I saw two screens there that I liked and were in my price range a Dell 18.5” screen for $128 and HP screen for $148. I went with the3 HP screen and Im so happy with it. I need to calibrate it but other then that it is so nice and such an upgrade from my 17” HP screen that I was using. Well its almost time for me to go and the Dark Night is almost done synced to my Ipod so I better go. Like I said if you want to know ware I am read this post form last year

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Class Of 09

Friday was my graduation and I think it went pretty good. I was worried that day that I was going to mess up or some how do something dumb but that didn’t happen I got up and got the diploma and didn’t trip or anything. I got to the high school at 5 like the paper said to and I went down to my home room but my home teacher was not there yet… like always. I waited out side my home room until my friend Travis came and we talked pretty much till we had to line up and go to the gym witch was like 40 mins after I got there then we had to wait cause some girl was running late so I talked to Lora the German exchange student witch was fun I learned something's about Germany. Then finally we got to the gym the hole thing I must say was boring and the speeches were pretty bad. Once it was over I couldn't wait to get out of there. Of Corse though I had to take some family pics.

Once I was done at the school I wasn’t done with pics yet I had to go to my grandparents to get a pic with them though I don’t think I have a pic of me and them so this was a pic I liked and im going to get blown up one and frame it since I don’t have any good pics of me and my grandparents.

Once I got home it was time for cake and that was what I was waiting for since the day before one I saw it. The cake though broke when trying to get it in to the refrigerator the day before but my mom was able to fix it up so it still looked good. It was in the shape of laptop on some books it was really cool and it tasted grate. The rest of that night went ok the only problem was I had a hard time that night going to bed. Now I just need to wait and see what is in store for me.

I also would like to thank everyone that put up with my complaining about school for the last 13 years.

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Graduation

Well in 6 hours I will be at hollen stadium at East Middle School (or maybe some place elts if it rains witch it looks like it might do) graduating from high school. There a lot of things going threw my mind right now one of thoughts being “Please don’t screw nothing up.” How could I do thing you might think, well I don’t really know how I could but I don’t want to find out. The other thing is ok now what? By that I mean what’s next? Well tomorrow I got a job interview at Tops a supper market here. Hopefully I get the part  time job there. But I don’t want to be there all my life, I want to leave Auburn and live some place elts. This dream requires money from a real job but I don’t know what that job will be though. I’m still undecided as to what I want to do I’ve always said I want to work with computers but that can mean so much now and I only said that so teachers asking me would just shut up and stop asking. That's really the one thing stopping me from making a plane I just don’t know, all I know is I need to figure it out soon.

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The Fight… The Test of My Life

Tomorrow I get to miss school to go to school. I’ll be up at Cayuga Community College taking my placement test and Im scared after talking to some of my friends that have taken it already. Its abut 3 house so its about the longest test that I have ever taken. I just have this feeling that im going to take it and there just going to say that there is no place for me there and that they will have to turn me away or something. Then I got to to finish my final project for BOCES witch im going to be able to really test out. Though Im sure all these things will work out. I will try to update tomorrow and tell what happens.

So this is how it ends

The school year is almost over witch also happens to be the last year for school for me since I graduate soon. I am going to college this fall but I really see that as somthing completely different. I have been thinking back to when I first got to my high school I thought it was kind of kool because there is only one high school here so I got to see people I knew from like elementary school that went to the other middle school after elementary school. Though I never feared the high school I knew I still had my friend from middle school well really she was a friend for all my life so I never worried about loseing her. I guess I should have now looking back. To make a long story short form the second semester on we really drift apart not completely we were still friends just we were not as close as we were when we started high school. I hadn’t noticed until this year so I tryed to get our friend ship back but that seemed to be hard cause she had replaced me with my friend Erick. So I started to secretly to hate Erick. I prayed every night that they would fight or somthing that would give me the chance to get that friendship back that I once had with my life time friend and one day… I got what I wanted. Erick got a boyfriend and started to have less time for my friend so she got angery with him and I saw this and I capitalized on it and asked her what she was doing over brack and she said nothing and I asked then if she wanted to come over and she said yes. for like 3 weeks I got what I wanted I had that friend ship back that I wanted back. But there was a price to pay for this I had to stop talking to Erick witch I didnt like because even though I secretly hated him he was a good friend and I didnt want to stop talking to him but I did so I could have my friend back. Now like I said for 3 weeks I had my friend back… but after that it fell apart slowly until it just crashed in burned. I had to deal with her and her friend Niki and I hated it all they did was bitch about everyone and everything I but up with it for awile but finnaly I remembered something… I remembered that my friend had, had controle over me at one time like she had now back in 9th grade and that was why I stopped talking to her then so I decided to start just talking to Erick kind of in secret then finnaly I just decided it was dumb and didnt care if she knew I talked to him or not and talked to him again she didnt know until lunch that day and I sat at his lunch table with Jon and Tim. By sitting at that lunch table I had committed treason to our 18 year friendship and there was now no taking it back what I had done. After that it quickly went down hill. I tried talking to her the other night but it is too late. Looking back to the events that lead up to this I blame life. That is what killed our friend ship. The fact that life just changes people to ware they grow apart. I don't think I did the wrong thing by doing this me and her were to completely different people and I was not happy being her friend I was happy being Erick friend. This is not to say I’m not sad that we are no longer talking that dose make me sad. As high school keeps getting closer to ending I have I knew that our friendship would end but I never thought that it would end like this I never wanted it to end like this. Now I really don’t have much keeping me here… when I can I will leave this place ware I will go I’m not 100% sure yet I have ideas but if high school has tough me one thing that is time changes people and that your friends will never just stay the same somtimes the change is good sometimes its not….

Spring Brake is Over

So its monday and well spring brake for me is over. It felt so odd last night setting my alarm I almost for got. Though when it went off I did get right up but let me go back to last thursday when my brake started. I stayed home from school that day and just hung out at home that was all (I know a real good start to my brake). The next day I did pritty much the same thing  it was not untill that sunday I finnaly did somthing I got to hang out with my friend Kd cause what I had been hoping for along happend she got pissed at Erick and I could not be happyer (I know I’m an ass) but it is true im happy he took my spot in her life and well I’ve always hated him for it.  Now its not that I didn’t do anything to cause me to lose my spot but fuck I got it back and im happy or at least for now. But most of my brake was hanging out with her. Also Im going to get back in to WOW once again =). Thats about all I will try to keep this blog updated =].